I love Coca-Cola.
It’s like the best thing in the world to me.
But I need to learn to live without it.
When I was pregnant with Phoebe and got the Gestational Diabetes diagnosis, I cut back from a 3 coke a day habit to a 1 coke a day. I was drinking so much water that I didn’t really miss it. I’d get my one coke and enjoy it with my evening snack and just really ENJOY it.
After she was born, I didn’t really start back up on the 3 a day. In fact, unless I’m sick, I hardly want them.
This pregnancy, I decided to cut them out almost entirely. I bought one six pack about a month ago and I’ve still got 3 of them.
They are carbs and calories I just don’t need.
But again, I’m reminded of talking to my mother about her smoking. She knew smoking was bad for her, but she enjoyed smoking.
I enjoy Cokes. I love the sweetness. I love the sharpness of the carbonation. I love the way they fizzle as you pour them over ice.
Someone once described addiction to me as they were always trying to experience the high they felt the first time they got high, but could never quite reach it again.
Coke is and isn’t like that. It is good nearly every time. I am rewarded the taste every single time I drink one.
I enjoy it. But it’s bad for me.
I need to live without them.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself
Day 3:Something you have to forgive yourself for
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone else for
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living
Day 8: Someone who has made your life hell or treated you badly
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but who drifted
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough times
Day 14: A hero that has let you down
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without
Day 16: Something or someone you could definitely live without
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your view on something
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage
Day 19: What is your opinion of religion?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: (Scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you got into a fight a couple of hours before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life
Day 24: Make a playlist to someone and explain why you chose those songs
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life?
Day 27: What’s the best thing you’ve got going for you right now?
Day 28: What would you do if you got pregnant (or got someone pregnant) right now?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself
Day 30: A letter to yourself