Connor’s parents had some trouble conceiving. His Mom had two miscarriages before this pregnancy due to problems with Rh factor. They even used the same lubricant that we’re using now (Preseed – it doesn’t kill sperm like Astroglide and KY Jelly can).
Seeing little Connor was amazing. We got him a little black onesie that had a white skull and cross bones on it. Very goth and cool 🙂
All I could think as I held this little boy was how much I wished that this were my child with my husband’s nose and dark hair.
I wish that I could say with 100% certainty that one day this website will hold photos of my husband holding our son. I wish that I could say that we’ll get pregnant soon and all this will be a funny tale to tell our kids. But I just don’t know.